A Few Reasons Why I’m (Still) A Christian

I made it clear in my last post that I think what one believes is less important than how one believes. Such an understanding about beliefs has allowed me to affirm a number of various worldviews, not least the ones explicated in the world’s major religious traditions. I think within many of the world’s major religions there are innumerable resources available when it comes to making us more compassionate people.

So why Christianity?

The simple answer is that I am a Christian because I was raised by parents who are Christians in a society that is saturated with Christian language and ideas and that many of my closest friends growing up were Christians. Christianity was simply the water that I swam in as I matured. By the time I was in middle school, youth group and other church functions made up most of my social life. In high school I worked at the church as an intern. In college I found myself at a Bible school. From this perspective, it’s no wonder that I identify as a Christian.

Of course, this is an unsatisfactory answer. No one wants to believe that their worldview is simply a matter of geographical location or social conditioning. Such an explanation seems far too simplistic and reductionist.

I would say that although my claiming the Jesus tradition as my own is not less than a matter of social conditioning, it is certainly more. Growing up for me has been a journey of (and pardon the cliche) “making my faith my own.” Primarily, I identify as a Christian because at the center of this tradition I find the person of Jesus who continues to push me, challenge me, encourage me, and call me towards a life of deeper love.

What else attracts me to Christianity?

  1. The scriptures of the Christian tradition are self-critiquing. Whereas many choose to read the Bible as if it spoke with one coherent and logical voice, I have come to see the Bible as a book containing many voices that speak against and critique one another. The neat and tidy view of Proverbs (If you’re good then good things will happen to you) is critiqued by Job which says that sometimes bad things happen to really good people. Some psalms say that Israel went into exile because God had abandoned his people. Others say that Jerusalem’s destruction was the result of Israel’s sin. At the beginning of the New Testament we have 4 different accounts of Jesus that are less than harmonious. The fact that the Bible is multi-voiced and self-critiquing encourages the reader towards humility. There is no one ideology that can be left unchallenged.*** Thus, as we read the Bible and develop our personal conception of God we join a dialogue that has been underway since the canon was developed. I’ve come to believe that the dialogue that emerges as we read the scriptures is what is sacred rather than one particular “biblical” perspective (I don’t even think this exists). When I read the Bible and communicate what I’ve come to believe about the divine and you do the same, even in the act of disagreement, we encounter God. This is one reason why I love the Christian tradition.
  2. One of the major themes of the Christian story is the welcoming of the stranger. The Christian narrative can no doubt be read with an exclusivist slant. Much of the Old Testament, for example, is a polemic against non-Jewish conceptions of the divine. However, throughout the narrative there are glimpses of radical inclusivity that subvert the exclusivist reading. Boaz marries Ruth the Moabite. Balaam the foreigner becomes a prophet as he foretells the prospering of Israel. Rahab the prostitute is welcomed into the fold despite her non-Jewish descent. Of course, this theme comes into sharpest focus during the ministry of Jesus who reserved his harshest words for the religious, those who believed themselves to already be “in.” When speaking to the religious folk of his day Jesus said: “The tax collectors and the prostitutes will inherit the kingdom of God before you” (Matthew 21:31). The God of the Christian narrative has always been on the side of the marginalized which means that any reading of the Christian story that intends to exclude the other must be called into question.
  3. The God revealed in the Christian tradition is a suffering God who is wholly committed to the flourishing of the earth and its inhabitants. Many would take issue with the idea that God could suffer but for me this has become central to my faith. If Christ is taken seriously as the fullest revelation of God then it seems to me near impossible to deny the reality of God’s suffering. A suffering God for and with a suffering world: this is why I self-identify as a Christian.

This is in no way an exhaustive list. These are but a few of the reasons why I identify as a follower of Christ.

It is also for these reasons that I find it worth inviting others to join the cause of Christ. This serves as a qualification of a statement I made in my last post: I invite others to join the journey that is Christian discipleship because I believe this journey helps to arouse a sense of compassion in the believer. This has most definitely been my experience. The Christian tradition has been for me a deep well to draw from in my pursuit of being a more compassionate person. My motivation, then, for inviting others along on this journey is no longer a fear of hell but the hope for a better global community. That being said, I do not find it appropriate to invite all to the join the Christian community. As I stated earlier, the Buddhist ought to remain a Buddhist if compassion is the result. Attempting to get an eastern individual to accept a western concept of the divine can, I believe, cause more harm than good especially if that individual is unable to translate those western concepts into her or his own eastern context. There are eastern modes of thought that yield compassion and peace in eastern contexts. Thus, it makes sense to me to encourage the other to adopt whatever worldview that best translates to a more just society in their particular context. Of course, a “just society” looks like will change depending on the worldview adopted and at this point I believe that humble dialogue among the world religions is necessary. As we dialogue we become creatively transformed by one another. Where our tradition lacks perhaps another provides and vice versa.

*** It is this element of the Christian tradition that offers the best response to the postmodern critique of meta-narratives which says that all grand stories inevitable lead to oppression and authoritarianism. Because the Christian story is always self-critiquing I believe it is less prone to oppression especially because it is the oppressive readings that are most strongly critiqued in the narrative.


I don’t understand myself…

I’m an angry person.

It’s times like these that help me relate to Paul as he writes to the church in Rome:

“14 So the trouble is not with the law, for it is spiritual and good. The trouble is with me, for I am all too human, a slave to sin. 15 I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it. Instead, I do what I hate. 16 But if I know that what I am doing is wrong, this shows that I agree that the law is good. 17 So I am not the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.

18 And I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. I want to do what is right, but I can’t. 19 I want to do what is good, but I don’t. I don’t want to do what is wrong, but I do it anyway. 20 But if I do what I don’t want to do, I am not really the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.

21 I have discovered this principle of life—that when I want to do what is right, I inevitably do what is wrong. 22 I love God’s law with all my heart. 23 But there is another power within me that is at war with my mind. This power makes me a slave to the sin that is still within me. 24 Oh, what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated by sin and death? 25 Thank God! The answer is in Jesus Christ our Lord. So you see how it is: In my mind I really want to obey God’s law, but because of my sinful nature I am a slave to sin.”

I don’t want to be angry. But even still I choose impatience, anger, and hateful words everytime a difficult situation arises…one that could really be redeemed if I would just choose to walk in the love of Christ. I’m so good at talking about love in theory. I have all of these great ideas floating around in my mind about how I’m going to love people with my life, and always extend grace and forgiveness in all situations. I can love people quite well in my mind, actually.  Yet, I haven’t even walked beyond the boundries of my own home before I realize that I’m not that good at loving. What a miserable person I am! Thank God for His graciousness which sustains me. Through Him I pray that I may love.